I have to confess an accidental meat incident.  About two weeks ago, I  was with my new small group and we had each brought an appetizer to  share.  One of the appetizers was a cheeseball which was clearly,  plainly, covered all over with chipped beef.  Whether it was the way it  presented (i.e. "I brought a cheeseball" instead of "I brought a  cheeseball covered with meat") or my own lack of attention, I did not  even notice the meat until I went back a second time.  My  less-than-supportive neighbor said things like "that doesn't count as  real meat" and "We won't tell.  Eat what you want." But this same  neighbor could be fairly categorized as a food pusher so I withstood his  taunting and did not have any more.
It was an honest mistake, and really just a tiny amount of meat was consumed, but I  feel compelled to make up for it.  So, during my upcoming trip to New  York this weekend, I'm going with my brother and his girlfriend to a  wonderful restaurant in Manhattan where I will have an entire meal that  is not only meat free, but fully vegan.  I really can't wait!  The last  time I was in New York, my brother took me to a vegan bakery where I had  one of the best pieces of cake I've ever had in my life.  How in the  world can they make such a delicious cake without eggs?  Or milk?  Or  butter?  I don't know but it was heavenly.  I know better than to even  ATTEMPT such a feat, given my miserable failures with non-meatloaf.
Speaking of milk and eggs, a thought occurred to me more than once  during the past month.  I agreed to give up meat, not go the whole vegan  route.  But what I really don't understand is how a full-on vegetarian  can justify eating eggs.  Even those from free-range chickens.  Is it  the whole "it's not a chicken until it is born" argument that many  pro-choice advocates use?  If so, I can respect that position (although I  disagree with it).  Is it related to the fact that egg yolks do not  have flesh?  I suppose I can understand that as well.  But actually, it  seems a bit hypocritical.  Don't eat meat, but eat their unborn.  And this is coming from a carnivore.  But I digress....
So, my second meatless month of 2011 is behind me, and I look  forward to many delicious meatless meals in New York this weekend.  I am  eager to discover how much easier it is to be vegetarian in New York  City than it is in the mid-west.  Because even though I have completed my mission, I still love my brother immensely and I'll be on his turf and under his tutelage.  Plus, I have penance to pay.
